| 2009 in a nutshell |
[Dec. 27th, 2009|07:07 pm] |
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Time to do some reflections..
Wldnt say 2009 have been totally awesome. The beg was a bad break up, graduation from poly, finding a job.
The bad break up taught me alot, so much so that in a way, I'm grateful how it helped me to be a better person, I learned to be independent and see the mistakes I made, and see what I wanted in life.
Graduation from poly was exciting at first. The days of playing MJ every single day were the best. Then it finally hit me that I cldnt live life like that and started job hunt.
Finding my current job wasnt too bad, actually it had been a breeze as compared to my other peers, I was really lucky. It wldnt have been easy to find a job I wanted as tax dept usually look for uni grads. Although not Big4, still, good enough for me.
Then, going on to ACCA.. It was exciting too. After years of hearing how freaking difficult it is. It is finally my turn to experience it. Well.. How difficult could it be, I thought. Going to sch was okay. It was fun talking in class all the time. Sch was good, I thought.
As the first half of the year went by, second half got busier. Work was busier, sch was more difficult. At the same time, my exboyf was still feeding me with lies. So many times, I wanted to give up, so many times, I wanted to hold on. Basically, I didnt know what I want.
My stress level continue to climb as I was approaching peak period. My overtime days started, working day and night, bringing work back home. In the same period, I shld also be revising for exams, but I didnt had time.
Went on studies leave, tried very hard to study, regretting talking in class and not listening..
The first paper was mad hard, almost died. Left me no mood to study for the second paper.
Exams went by, not very sure how wld I do. I just dont want to think abt it. I'll worry abt it when the time comes.
At the same time of this whole period, I was getting closer to a certain someone. Well.. Dont know whats going abt it so I prefer not to comment.
As for my exboyf issue... I think all along, I just miss him. Not that I'm still in love with him. This realization only came when Elyn asked if I wld get back tog with him if he wanted to. & my answer was a straight no. I knew we wld never be tog again and he is not the type of guy I want.
Lastly, as for the other relationships, family was okay, I was quite close to my sister and mummy & they have been absolutely the best.
Friendships, I cannot be more grateful for all the people ard me, you all know who you are (:
The year ended very well in fact, God was very kind to reward me with a few things for being so strong and tolerating my horrible year. Firstly has to be my promotion and increment and bonus. Okay, bonus is bad, I admit. The promotion and increment was unexpected, since my mgrs alr told me my promotion wld have to be in June2010, increment as well, cause my supervisor was telling me dont be surprised if its less than a hundred so I didnt expect much, who know it wld be such a huge jump and made such a happy girl. Well.. I think I deserved it anyway, seeing how hard I worked.
The next best gift would definitely be the abovementioned certain someone, he is just great (:
2010 is going to be awesome, I will make sure I work hard and get everything I want.
& I wld also want to be a better person.
NY resolutions remains same as last year: to be selfless
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